Tough Decisions of 2011

December 30th, 2011

1. I agreed to suspend my Doctor of Information Systems professional doctoral degree for a year while I source the finance for it – perhaps through crowdfunding. Getting a doctoral degree is something I’ve wanted since I was at least 11.

2. I turned down BPP Law School and the OU’s LLB programme because I felt the risks of non-completion were too high, as the credits could not be transferred to another programme. It was likely I could have got all my course fees paid by the OU worth over £5000, but the opportunity cost was too high.

3. I met a long-lost school friend, who gave me feelings stronger that I had to my first love. During a tough period when I wanted to get away from it all permanently because I felt my parents expectations of me being able to do housework was too high, and that I felt neither loved nor understood, they said that if I moved in with them that they would expect me to learn to do housework. A decision, to tell them good day, has never filled me with as much grief since I came to terms with the love I had with my first love, as they both had physically all I would want in a partner. If you think that I can’t even boil an egg, due to problems with executive functioning how am I supposed to do other more complex tasks?

4. I agreed for my job, at the firm I founded to be made redundant on a remunerative basis. We have now moved to a contingent working model, where people are engaged for only a specific task, using their own equipment, when they are needed, which they don’t have to accept if they don’t want. I believe such a model will become commonplace as university education and new media lead to more people becoming specialists being hired for their unique expertise for only the small period of time it is needed for, so they can move on, like journeymen or women, meeting more people, gaining more experience, than is possible in the 9-5 workplace dominant at present.

Of these, number 3 was the hardest. This is what I sent them to explain:

“I have never loved anyone as completely as (I) love you. But I would rather have it as a perfect memory than be in a situation where you resent me for not doing any housework which I won’t do. Sorry, I still love you and don’t think I’ll ever get over you :’-(“ 

Some may say I’m being selfish, but I would say the opposite is true. It would be selfish to be with them and do nothing around the house and having them complain at me like my first love did so that it upsets both of us.  Rule 2(f) of the BCS Code of Conduct says, “avoid injuring others, their property, reputation, or employment by false or malicious or negligent action or inaction.” I think this was the most ethical decision to make to avoid neglect on my part, causing psychological injury to both of us.

Published letter to The Sun

December 29th, 2011

I WAS delighted to help keep X Factor off the No1 spot by buying the Military Wives song. I find it horrible that attacks were made on soloist Samantha Stevenson by trolls (sic). They got to No1 fair and square.

Note to readers

The original letter I sent to The Sun referred to the abuse being performed by ‘e-vengers’,  which are a type of troller who posts messages to harm others who they felt wronged them. Trolls are in fact a type of troller who post to entertain and not harm. I have not complained to The Sun about this innacuracy for two reasons:

  • Most of their readers have a reading age of the average educated 8 year old, so it is fair not to introduce them to too many new terms.
  • The Sun’s readers will be more interested in the part about the X-Factor than the technical detail around ‘trolling’.

Source: The Sun

Which do you prefer? Women, neo-feminists, girls, or bitches?

December 28th, 2011

Woman. Women are strong and courageous. They have a heart and a head. They are proud to be women and do not feel they need to copy men in order to be strong. They are not afraid of true equality – they will give as much as they receive. It is impossible for a man to be a woman, and women certainly don’t want to be men. My sister Jo is a woman, a super-woman in my eyes, as she has a high profile job and still raises a family and keeps a house.

Neo-feminist. To call these a type of woman would be offensive to women. Neo-feminists live in the past where it is assumed being masculine is a sense of strength. Neo-feminists would be happen to go to the bathroom in a block of urinals and wear one-size-fits-all bras – I know because one of them told me!

Girl. A girl is naive and vulnerable, and a type of person women would hate to be. They feel they need protection. They are unlikely to take risks and are afraid to confront people in case they get harmed. Many men can be girls if they are afraid to stand up for what they believe in. Any man, who is afraid to be courageous and bold is a girl.

Bitch. Many people who hear the name ‘bitch’ think it is a derogatory term for a woman. This is wrong – there are no derogatory terms for people who deserve the title ‘woman’. A bitch lets women down. They care more about themselves than the people they harm. Being fair to them is making the rides at the circus free for them and them alone. A bitch never takes responsibility, and will do anything to get an unfair advantage over the people they are meant to be close to. If they have a male partner they will convince them they must go out to work, take the kids to school, and clean the house. They want children either to take them of their partner if they refuse to tend to their every need, or so that while they are having them they can claim to be tired so their partner does all the work. So as my definition of bitch essentially refers a person in a relationship who has a less equal share of that relationship’s comparative advantage, then a man can be equally called a bitch as a woman, as it has nothing to do with the sex of the person but their role in their relationships with others.

If you consider yourself female in body, mind and soul, which of these are you, and which would you like to be? I know it is the women who get my respect.

I agree with Dave

December 26th, 2011

While I agree with Carwyn Jones that it is in Wales’s interests to take part in further European integration (“Carwyn seeking to forge stronger links in Europe”, Dec 16), as a Master of Laws in EU Law, I would have made the same decision as David Cameron – to veto.

It can take on average three years for a treaty to be fully agreed. After the Nice Treaty in 2001, there were two treaties signed following several vetoes, but none ratified until the final Lisbon Treaty (TFEU) in 2009.

TFEU was designed especially for the situation we find ourselves in now, where we don’t have the time for a new treaty to all agree on. Title III of it means EU countries can go it alone on issues they think important but others don’t. The most recent use, the “EU Patent”, had Italy and France letting the other 25 countries go their own way. So why was Carwyn not up in arms when France and Italy did the same as Cameron in this case? This “enhanced cooperation”, as it is called, is going to become more common, so Carwyn should instead be encouraging the other 17 eurozone counties to “go it alone” without the other 10. Between them they could confer new powers on the existing intuitions, like the EU Patent did the Court of Justice.

The Court of Auditors could be given powers to run a single EU stock exchange on behalf eurozone members, and the European Central Bank could be given the powers to manage all their debt.

These two things will be essential in order for Wales to be independent in the EU without relying on the IMF. We can’t have the luxury of greedy bankers destroying Welsh firms on any “Welsh stock exchange”, or our Welsh AMs making many of the same financial mistakes as councillors on our local authorities. An EU on this basis would give an independent Wales the clout as an economy that Japan and the US have, while having all the benefits that come with being a small nation.

Some things that people who are anti-solomonite say

December 25th, 2011

It is anti-solomonitic to say to a Solomonite in a derogatory way that they are:

Arrogant, big-headed, boastful, bombastic, cocky, conceited, crowing, egocentric, egoistic, egotistic, egotistical, exultant, haughty, high-and-mighty, inflated, know-it-all, loud-mouth, narcissistic, on an ego-trip, ostentatious, overweening. pleased with oneself, pompous, pretentious, proud, puffed up, self-aggrandising, self-applauding, self-important, self-promoting, smarty-alecky, snooty, strutting, stuck-up, swaggering, swanky, swollen-headed, too big for one’s boots or britches, vainglorious, vaunting, windbag.

Because: King Solomon had a very high opinion of himself, which Solomonites try to emulate

It is anti-solomonitic to say to a Solomonite in a derogatory way that they are:

Covetus, greedy, materialistic, possessive, superficial

Because: King Solomon was a collector of material possessions, which Solomonites try to emulate.

It is anti-solomonitic to say to a Solomonite in a derogatory way that they are:
Authoritarian autocratic, blinkered, despotic, commanding, confident, dictatorial, disciplinarian, doctrinaire, dogmatic, dominating, harsh, imperious, imperative, imperious, imposing, magisterial, officious, peremptory, rigid, self-assured, severe, strict, totalitarian, tyrannical, unyielding
Because: King Solomon was confident in his beliefs and outlook on life and presented them with authority, which is something Solomonites try to emulate.

It is anti-solomonitic to say to a Solomonite in a derogatory way that they are:

Aberrant, absurd, brainless, cockamamie, crazy, delirious, demented, disconnected, disjointed, distraught, fallacious, flaky, foolish, freaky, idiotic, incoherent, injudicious, insane, invalid, kooky, loony, mad, mindless, nonsensical, nutty, off-the-wall, preposterous, raving, reasonless, ridiculous, silly, sophistic, specious, stupid, thick, unreasonable, unreasoning, unsound, unstable, unthinking, unwise , wacky, wild, wrong.

Because: King Solomon had knowledge that many of those around him did not have, which was his wisdom. So to to assume something a Solomonite says is the case is wrong without exploring their knowledge in more depth is ignorant to a Solomonite whose knowledge is likely to be very unique and not easily obtainable by others.

My Christmas Day Message on Jesus Christ – The Pretended Saviour of the Universe

December 25th, 2011

For me it is clear in religious terms that Christ was a prophet. He was from the line of King Solomon, as Mohammed was, and he made claims about the origin, nature and future of the planet. In my faith – being a Solomonite Scientist – I also regard Charles Darwin, Albert Einstein, Isaac Newton and Stephen Hawking to be prophets, as they made claims which on the basis of current science at the time they made them they were not entirely provable.

In is my view that Christ was not ‘crucified’. I personally think he did a deal with Pontius Pilate to pacify the Jews. Pilate said that Christ had committed no crime, and that he’d ‘wash his hands’ with the Jews.

So, reading the Gospels, there was this part where Doubting Thomas trues to prove Christ has ‘resurrected’ by putting his fingers though his hands. Thomas put his fingers through the centre of Christ’s hands and not his wrists, which proves to me Christ was not crucified the same as the others. Also, it is claimed that Christ spent 40 days in the desert, yet he only lasted a couple of hours on the Cross, so I find it unconvincing from a consistency point of view also.

It is known that the Roman’s ‘auctioned off’ all of Christ’s property between themselves. I think the purpose of this was so that when Christ was meant to have taken part in ‘assentation’, he was propertyless and therefore meek, like all those he said would inherit the earth. If he had not been ‘meek’ when he was ascended into heaven then he would have been a hypocrite.

Now turning to Paul and his conversion from Saul. I think it was Saul who wrote the letters to the Romans. It is long known that the letters were dictated. I think Christ was using Saul as a meat puppet, because as he had holes in his hands and couldn’t write, then Saul acted as a reasonable adjustment for him.

My interpretation of Romans 1 and 2 will be controversial from some, but reading them was essential to the inner-peace I find in myself today. In Romans 1, Paul has a complete condemnation on homosexuality, and in Romans 2 he defends it, saying those who condemn homosexuality will become homosexual themselves. I think this was based on Christ’s personal experiences working with Saul.

When I started having thoughts and feelings towards men, I found it completely disturbing. I thought I was becoming gay, and would therefore no longer be attracted to women, whose ‘assets’ I hold dear as desirable adornments to them, especially those which have been Photoshopped in ‘lad-mags’, but for which Photoshopping was not necessary in my first love!

So I became homophobic towards myself, but not towards other homosexuals in the way I treated them. In fact, while I was coming to terms with these experiences, I recruited the first two openly gay members to the Treforest Labour Party, and designed the discussion programme around things I thought they would be interested in, so that they felt more included and willing to participate.

My auto-homophobia didn’t reduce the thoughts they made them more powerful. And then I would have no control over them coming into my mind at times I would not want them. I have now accepted these thoughts.

So it is my view that the reason Christ wrote Romans 1, was because he was having thoughts that he didn’t want towards Saul, who he became close to, and this was his way to deal with it. So though his auto-homophobia his thoughts then increased so that he became orientated towards men, which led to him writing Romans 2, where he said condemning homosexuality will make one homosexual also.

So as you can see, I don’t think Christ had any supernatural powers. I am not willing to believe in anything supernatural until the day science can fully explain it so it can become natural. I think Christ was a very advanced psychiatrist of his days. None of his miracles including making those whose legs were amputated grow again. Most of the people he helped had neurological problems that were acute and treatable. Though talking to people at length and knowing which parts of the mind to manipulate he acted like a placebo, giving people a sense of confidence and home they had overcome their problems. Nothing is said in the Bible about whether Christ’s interventions actually had any long-term efficacy. And so called miracles like ‘walking on water’ were actually misinterpretation of the Bible, as in this case it was simply a case of when Chris’s boat approached the seashore that he walked on the wet sands, or something like that so I’m told by a Christian Minister.

I’m convinced that Christianity was created not by Christ, but by the Romans. Many stories in the New Testament have been shown to relate to local folk-law, like the rolling back of the stone to Christ’s resting place.

So even though I am willing to recognise Christ as a prophet, I give him no special place over any of the others, who I also recognise, including Mohammed. The person I regard as the Messiah, which is the anointed one of God is King Solomon, from whose line Christ and Mohammed came. I agree with Christians that Solomon turned to idolatry, which in my view is where he loved a woman more than he loved himself and God, but then so did Adam and Eve, who I think, in a religious sense, founded the human race and began our evolution, from which becoming equal to King Solomon is an important step in us knowing as much as God knew, which is why are brains have evolved so much since Adam and Eve’s day.

 

My position on ‘Christmas’

December 24th, 2011

I have declared my religion as Solomonite Scientist. This means I regard King Solomon to be the Messiah – the anointed one of God. I therefore regard Jesus (who I will still call Christ) and Mohammed to be equal prophets of God, as they are descendants of King Solomon.

As a Scientific Solomonite, unlike say an Anglican Solomonite, I will not be willing to recognise any particular day in the year as being Christ’s actual birthday without strong proof.

On this basis I will not be celebrating Christmas for religious purposes. I will only celebrate in when in the presence of children, for who I think the fantasy of Christmas should be an important part of the innocence of childhood. Therefore I will only be sending Christmas Cards and Presents to children, such as my nieces and nephews, and my own children eventually.

Any presents I’m given for Christmas when I’m not in the company of children I will open on New Years’ day, which is more significant to me. I tend to keep all my New Year resolutions, and as the person I judge myself against and compete is myself in the previous year(s). For example, 2008 was a rubbish year compared to 2007, as in 2007 I became an LLM and Chartered IT Professional and other than gaining public office, nothing much happened in 2008. 2010 was a good year, I got my first paper on law, and I became a Fellow of BCS. 2011 was reasonable, getting my MScEcon from Aberystwyth. I hope 2012 will be even better, where I aim to complete a doctorate, become a Chartered Scientist and gain Chartership of CILIP, among others.

I don’t mind people sending me Christmas Cards and Presents or saying ‘Happy Christmas’ or any translation into their own language – I’m not too keen on ‘Merry Christmas’, because Solomon was a King and should therefore not have drank because he could lose track of his responsibilities and obligations.  I will however respond to these cards with New Year Cards, and open the presents on New Years’ Eve, so they can be used in the New Year. Anyone I buy presents for that isn’t a child will receive their present in the New Year.

Great idea for internet safety

December 24th, 2011

I WAS pleased to read the article in the South Wales Echo about the launch of a scheme to raise awareness of young people in internet safety issues (“New child safety DVDs and website”, December 12).

As a prize-winning author on trolling, the practice of posting messages on the internet to provoke or entertain, I know initiatives such as School Beat are important to raise awareness.

As those who attend my Trolling Academy (www.trollingacademy.org) know, online safety is something that is multi-faceted and needs to be explored from various angles.

The School Beat programme which involves schools is important.

At the Centre for Research into Online Communities and E-Learning Systems in Swansea, I am researching new computer systems that could make discipline in schools easier.

This would involve each student in a class having a laptop and accessing a tailored computer program which monitors them and assigns rewards if they act within the class’s behaviour contract.

I envisage a time in the future where, far from child poverty being tackled by giving parents handouts, that young people will receive vouchers to spend themselves if they show they can be disciplined in the classroom.

I know this works because it is what happened at the specialist private school I attended, and discipline was achieved without resorting to violence, which in SEN pupils like I was would only make things worse.

Source: South Wales Echo

Who gives a monkey’s?

December 23rd, 2011

I have kept this blog password protected all year, but since reading this article on The New Scientist website I feel I can come out of the cold.

When I was 21 I was sworn into the Anglican Church on the basis of a baptism and confirmation of my faith in the values and beliefs of Christianity. All I had read at the time were the Gospels – Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. My exposure to science was limited, but I’ve gone on to gain three science degrees – a BSc(Hon), MSc and MScEcon.

Over that period I have decided I do not wish to follow any way of life prescribed by any religion. I do however like the Christian message of tolerance and forgiveness, accept that the Old Testament’s conception of vengeance means that forgiveness can’t exist without it, like black can’t exist without white, or day without night. However, I put my faith in science so that it will be able to answer the questions about God one day, even though it can’t at the moment.

So what I am about to present may not be able to be proven or disproven by today’s science, but one day it definitely will be able to, if my faith becomes fact. When Charles Darwin wrote the “Origin of Species”, his theories were based on the best evidence available at the time, and many have been supported by modern science, others not. I think the ‘Great Flood’ story in the Bible was based on an actual event like a tsunami as historians suggest, and the writer of the story changed it to encourage people to believe in a higher power, called God.

The battle towards science and religion is on the basis that science can’t prove God, so that creates a conflict. Atheists regard this to mean God doesn’t exist. Christians, for example regard this to be that just because one can’t prove a higher power like God exist doesn’t mean it can’t – and they strongly believe God does exist and they see the prophets who gave voice the Bible as proving that. Both of these positions are protected in the UK by the Human Rights Act and Equality Acts.

I would like to suggest a consolidated view of evolution theory and creationism theory, where both can mutually exist and neither be wrong. This may be wide of the mark for devotees, but open minded scholar may find it thought provoking. I invite people to leave comments, and if they’re fair and balanced and non-offensive I will approve them.

Consider Adam and Eve. It is claimed that when they disobeyed God that he forced Eve to have more pains in pregnancy and because they ate from the tree of knowledge of good and evil they both had better decision-making abilities. Interestingly, scientists have discovered a biological ancestor of ours, called Lucy, who was the missing link between earlier claimed ancestors and more obvious less old findings. The difference between Lucy and primates was primarily that she had better decision-making capabilities (like post-sin Adam and Eve) and better child rearing capabilities (like post-sin Eve). Some coincidence, eh?

The Bible tells us that Adam and Eve and had three sons, who both had three wives – but it doesn’t say where they came from and the vicar of the church I was confirmed at could say. It was this passage in Genesis that started the loss in faith I had, as I could only assume at the time they were their sisters, but we all know that that causes evolutionary deformities and birth defects.

However, when I read Genesis, I had this strong sense that there was life outside the Garden of Eden. What if it followed that after God banished Adam and Eve from it that with their new knowledge and breeding capabilities they created their three sons, whose wives could only have been primates?

As wild as this may sound, scientists don’t know whether our ancestors species could or could not cross-fertilise with other species. If we have the view that science and religion are both compatible, then we can’t rule this out. It could be that Lucy was the offspring of one of Adam and Eve’s sons being crossed with a primate, and could explain why we have over 99% the same DNA as a chimpanzee, as we share a common ancestor.

As a scientist I think that for evolution theory to be at least 95% provable, it needs to be repeatable. At present only ‘natural selection’ is one of the few premises proven beyond reasonable doubt. But it may be that with advancements genetic science we could one day know whether the split between the primates that led to us and the ones that led to chimpanzees was because of those primates cross fertilisation with an advanced life form?

If evolution theory is to be proven at least 95% right, we will either have to replicating our ancestral path or find examples of other evolved life on this or other planets.

We could, through ‘DNA regression’, match fossil records to a hypothesised ‘pre-human genome’ through advancing genetic research to the extent where we can generate a 3D computer model of what an organism would look like based on its DNA – as with dinosaurs in the sci-fi Jurassic Park. Then we can using this and doing the same with chimpanzee DNA, see what our common ancestor looked like. After that we could using embryonic research replicate it – then we will have the answers!

The other alternative is to find evidence of earlier intelligent life, with no links to us, from billions of years before we came into being, even before the dinosaurs, or on other planets.

Protected: Personal Statement for entry to the MLegSc at Queens University Belfast

December 20th, 2011

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